guess with nothing much to do lately, coming back to this blog is a good idea.
life’s been boring. routinued like anyone else’s life, but robotically done. all i feel is machine movements. bebe been holding me down, i guess it’s alright. but i feel like i’m just deluding myself. i’ll always have her back, but… is it love? she believes it is. perhaps i truly don’t trust myself cause of what i’ve done before and my history… eh, fuck it. i’ma ride this wave back to the beach. i’ll update as often as i can. peace folks.
life isn’t easy. not when it’s a trial or a test. first i lose my love, now i’ve lost family. gma came to pass today and if life was like boxing, i just got a one-two punch. where’s the knockout? or am i gonna be stuck with this pain until i can get back up and push on to fight?
“The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get it and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! Now if you know what you’re worth then go out and get what you’re worth. But ya gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody!”
– Rocky Balboa
i sure haven’t posted in ages, should get onto that..
well life’s been hectic and what not and i’ve been quite busy, this blog alone was dropped along time ago. should pick it back up and work on it. for now i should sleep. i’ll update tmrw hopefully
i went to go see eagle eye today, i enjoyed it. good acting on the part of LaBeouf and Monaghan. she’s also ethan’s wife in mission impossible III. the theory of the movie is good, with the goverment being corrupt and going against the laws which our founding fathers created. i won’t give anything away for those who wish to watch it, but i do suggest watching it in digital presentation or IMAX because the sound makes all the difference.
i knew one of these days i’d get to this topic so i’ll just start right into it:
my favorite of the series is FFVII, aka 7 for the roman numeral illieterate party reading =D. i like it for kewl storyline, cool characters (i mean cmon barrett is literally a video game version of Mr. T) and also the latter part being the branches of VII, movies and games.
i’ve played III, VII, VIII, X, X-2. i haven’t gone much further, but i wish to get a ps3 for FFXIII Versus which looks awesome in the trailers XD
my favorite character, ironically, isn’t from VII, but VIII. squall leonheart. something about a gunblade, beater with a lionheart sweater/jacket, and the hair makes me wanna be like him XD. i could probrably pull off the look for halloween, but that requires some moolah which i have none of it for haha.
my favorite music from FF is probrably the victory theme in the early games. for those who watched FFVII: Advent Children, Loz has a ringtone when he gets beat down by Tifa. that’s the victory fanfare i like haha.
my bad for not posting yesterday, lack of subjects to cover and hw as well XD
anyways, i’m back to guitar. no reason… well kinda cuz the new song “i’m yours” by jason mraz. lil ukelele sound in the back got me thinkin’ i should pick up my guitar again so yea ^^. guitaring is fun for me, and i enjoy it although i’m not like GOOD at it but i can keep a beat and strum =D
anyways i gotta practice then hit the hay, so i leave you with jason mraz ^^
Dattebayo had a 16 hours downtime due to server overload i think and my previous post for praise to dattebayo was given alot of view due to people trying to access the site and find out what’s wrong only to find my site giving propz to dattebayo XD. once again, if you guys are reading, Thanks for fansubbing for us to dedicated anime-tards ^^.
my handball skillz are weird. i seem to get better after taking a good amount of break time between a certain amount of time playing. i haven’t played for two weeks until today, and both arms got better in control, and aiming. my power is consistent as last time, if not a lil stronger due to work outs. but i actually kind of have a left hand in handball now LOL XD. i’m going to try out this year. and whatever happens will happen.
i shall start playing red aceball very soon as soon as the hand gets used to the new gloves and the gloves are broken in to play properly.
decided to hop back on to the rock band to see how shabby i’ve gotten. i discovered my guitar skillz have declined naturally, but oddly enough, my drumming has gone up! so werid, i did a couple 90% on medium, which is new because i used to struggle on easy XD.
blah posting lately, not much to say, cuz well life is boring but nice kinda boring now. simple is the right word right now i think. kinda having a acne breakout right now ><. probrably cuz i haven’t been getting enough sleep lately XD. speaking of which i should go now ^^ gnite peeps!
Since my girlfriend calls me a porcupine for my previously spiked and gelled hair i had, i got curious and thought “what sound does a porcupine make?” search engines have provided me with no answers. although a friend did give me a funny response: “Ow!” as in touching a porcupine XD.
anyways i should be sleeping soon cuz it’s late and i should catch some Zzz’s so i shall leave you with some mario barrett:
I’ve found a new lil addiction to add to my list of addictions. Chocolate-covered cranberries. If you like cranberries and you like chocolate as well, this combination in your mouth is sure to please. I was running on this stuff for a couple hours doing hw. Tastes really good ^^.
i need a title for this composition… i don’t noe what to call it XD
Every time i look into your eyes, i see further than any telescope can go. the world which lies behind your chocolate brown eyes, i submerge into every time i look into your eyes. you keep this lover boy ever so entranced by your prestine eyes, and that coke-bottle figure. how you pat my head for the spikes and poke my ribs for the fun, always keeping me smiling and in disbelief how such a beauty found a beast like me so wonderful. every second without you, is another i won’t get back with you, so i cherish the time i have with you. if a tree grew for every reason i love you, i’d have stopped global warming and brought better days to this earth. With the lips of an angel, eyes of the Milky Way, with the curves of a twisted highway, how did a girl like you ever find me? i’ll never know, but i know how i found you. it all began with a flying shove at a muslim friend, and grew to a visit at the aquarium, and now the best time of my life i’ve had so far. i’m running dry on words to say, but i’ll finish it with our three favorite words. i love you.
